foreva_wuu

2009-01-08T17:43:00.002+08:00

I HAVE A NEW BLOG,
wll not be using this blog le..
this is just for 2006-2009..
new blog:
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lynettetpl.blogpot.com

2009-01-08T15:18:00.002+08:00

everything started changing,
ever since that incident of cause.
i am no longer free to do what i want.
I AM NO LONGER A KID!!
that thing happen during sec 2 was like so long ago le,
i am smarter now,
cant you just let me be free again!!!
i have the right to do wad i wan, choose what i wan and even to be with who i one,
you cant stop me.
you always say i hate you and etc,
you arent me so how sure are you,
who would hate their parents???
who would wan to hate someone who gave birth to them
but seriously the things you do are driving me crazy.
i hate it when you stop me from being with my friends,
last time was puiman now caileng.
and the problem you gave to others,
they have their own things to be worried about,
but wad make you think they would be like free to entertain you always..
those word you said about her do you know just how hurt it is,
even if she did not tell me just how she feel,
but after reading all that you sent her really make me feel so bad.
you know why i feel bad cause
its my own real blood mother who sent this to my good friend.
if you are someone else i wouldnt even care.
you should know me well by now,
i hate people who kept asking me the same old question when i have answer them,
i will show attitude when you show me,
i hate people who tell my friends about things related to me,
cant you just tell me personally.
i have been a good girl recently,
and you know why,
to gain back your trust.
no matter how hard i try this trust i will never gain back..
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went to school with the same people,
well quit nursing la,
i really cannot take it le..
sorry puiman ps you,
but nvm you still got munirah..

2009-01-07T17:06:00.002+08:00

went to school with munirah and puiman,
reach school went over to meet mingling..
ok well was like waiting for her alone den a guy came to talk to me,
he is from pm class de la.
talk talk talk till mingling come.
went over to the MLT place to have bio science,
all nursing class was there..
was like omg la boring.
got one teacher damn cute sia her gp ring tone is cat sound.
haha..
after that was nursing studies was like bored la..
break time was like happy 3 people phoned me=)
had japanese food.
later meet mingling go class together.
reach class teacher call me pin up my hair.
was like shit la everyone laughing..
not at me but laughing at themself too..
lol.
den go lab,
so damn stupid sia teacher teach us how to wash hands.
LOLS.
den end lesson.
got the nursing book was like YUCK,
they got teach you how to clean up den show u pic somemore.
disgusting...
went home alone,..

2009-01-06T21:33:00.003+08:00

PHOTO THAT HAVEN BEEN UPLOAD!!
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jared and kang(photo taken by puiman)
mashmallow =))(photo taken by puiman)
kiang jared kang ben(photo taken by caileng)

gerald (photo taken by darren)
photo taken by puiman

2009-01-06T21:17:00.002+08:00

went meeting puiman and off to school,
meet munirah at 31 bus-stop..
as i can say some people become tao le la,
omg omg.
first went to the wrong class,
thanks kiang for pei-ing me wait if nt omg sian..
a boy from class brought me to the new class room.
after that was like CCA fair,
choose photography =))
finally finally finally!!!
went to the function hall and den was like call out by the form teacher?
well because ytd i pon lesson so she bring me go see section head.
was like WTH!!!!
after that went round looking for my class.
made a new friend called mingling,
she from hongkong one =)
she very cute sia..
i was like so damn happy lor finally got new friend,
finally not lonely in class.
look for them go break with puiman and munirah,
after that a talk over at the library,
the library was like omg HUGE.
but den leh the tok so damn bored mingling and i kept complaining..
after that went to take report with puiman and kang,
take le go ben house play dog,
den go eat den go home.
finally, sit ben car le.
lol.

2009-01-05T19:36:00.002+08:00

love or hate, me or others, past or future, friends or lovers, break or last.
who knows?!
being with a spoil and pamper girl is hard to "look after"?
well i dont really think so,
you know very well, that spoil and pamper girl love you alot.
no matter how hard life is,
she will be more than willing to spend every hard time with you.
she is willing to give up all those good days just for you.
from a terrible day turning into a wonderful endless day.
dont you get it,
all she wants was just you spending time with her
but not of what you can give her.
well she may be giving lots of attitude and being rude to the elderly,
but cant you see she is trying to change.
sometimes she is worry she may say something wrong,
and spoil that tiny little good impression you left for her.
trying not to stay mad, trying to be a normal person.
ever since that day, she lost all her confident left in her.
now she is not seeking for another partner,
but trying hard to change for the guy she love.
she love him alot but have no intention of getting him back,
she thinks she is not good enough for him,
and believe someone else who is better may appear in his life.
she wish to see him happy.
that guy always wanted her to move on, get out of the past, find others.
but he doesnt know that the girl have already fallen deeply in love with him,
and she doesnt want someone else to replace him in her heart.
he is someone special to her.
all those things which happen all those touching scene,
she will never forget.
he will always be the one for her.
no one else will ever replace.
the end...
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school start today =))

2009-01-04T14:58:00.001+08:00

just came back,
went out for lunch with dad and darren.
nv bring hp nor camera so no photo today..
=(

2009-01-04T10:40:00.005+08:00

MEMORIES REFRESH!!!

primary 1-3:
studying over at white sand primary.
always hang out with samantha and gang.
was very quite and shy at that time.
every weekend will go over to friends house to play.
had a very good friend,
an ang mo always play with him de,
but because my studies arent good,
so his mother dont let us to play together le.
at that time i really love someone's drawing real much la,
he will always draw powerpuff girls for me,
and its like so alike lor.
and guess who he is, he is CYRIL +))
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primary 4:
studying over at junyuan primary.
went into the wrong class for 3 days.
haha.
over at the "wrong class"
kana bully by someone and you may not expected her to be the one,
she is now my best sister la.
guess who!!! puiman. lol
shock right.
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primary 5:
went over to form teacher's wedding,
after wedding kathaline mother brought us over to fish and co for dinner,
that was like the first time i go there eat.
school time always kana di siao,
everyone were like keep saying tian chi and me.
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primary 6:
always hang out with jocelyn and gang,
for the beginning of the year kept going escape,
always go there eat cotton candy.
haha.
remedial were like everyday.
so always after school before remedial,
all of us will go petrol ststion eat bei mian.
tom yum one..
jocelyn and i will always be the last one who were release,
cause we arent good in studies.
after school if we go out to play,
teacher find out will be like call our parents so its like no freedom.
argue with my best friend,
and we were like became enemy until now?
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secondary 1:
always after school will go safra play bowling,
if not go my house there play catching, badminton or go my house play x-box..
every morning jin hui will bring me to school.
still remember there is once i argue with puiman and jocelyn,
they came over to my house wait for me at the stairs there.
lol.
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secondary 2:
fall in love with chicken rice and ice lemon tea.
lol.
ok not really, should be hate ba.
always go eat 1 dollar chicken rice and drink ice lemon tea de,
with that time de stead lor.
cause i always say anything anything de end up everytime same thing.
always go over 813 see ppl play basketball,
den from tam cycle to pasir ris park and east coast park.
was like fun la.
cause always is people long pang me one.
=)
went to rtc to visit that time de stead,
haha.
this year is also the last day of my fat free life..
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secondary 3:
this year full of madness,
its like piercing year.
had my nose re-pierce den took it out because sheere say i look like bitch.
den in the end she go pierce nose.
lol.
went to work over at yoshi,
make lots of new friends.
this year also always go 839 slack den smoke.
with meijuan alson they all.
lol.
this year was like not very close to puiman and jocelyn le.
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secondary 4:
always go tm tm tm, ice skating.
like a week can go 5 times?
work not serious le.
this year kept going out with boys.
jocelyn and us not close le.
fall madly in love with someone,
everything was like beautiful at first but all end so sadly,
its like my fault la,
stupid attitude, stupid temper, stupid untrust, stupid jealousy.
enjoy the times spend with him la,
go out so funny..
dont feel bored de.
got a FOC tutor from tori Q ah boon lor,
haha.
he always teach me math =)
teach till understand=)
always go k box with caileng,
this year spend the most money de..
cause of someone lor eat eat and eat...
fattest year ever.

2009-01-03T20:52:00.005+08:00

went over to 828 for eyebrow trimming,
well ya la i lazy to do it myself..
after that went over tm meet caileng.
sian can..
she late for more than an hour.
saw my atm kor ban bee, almost saw jun qiang and saw jun zhi.
dunnch noe jun qiang walk pass yoshi de,
until puiman say my friend from fish and co walk pass de i know
lol
went for lunch with waikiang and puiman,
and ya i ate the most meatball soup and kuay chup.
i love meatball la...
well today i eat a lot la,
fat fat le...
after that caileng came she wasnt that well,
get well soon ya.. =)
slack till 8.30 went home.
reach home online talk to ah fei,
endless topic..
lols
den leh tml going gym with zhengyuan they all =))
they say after gym go swimming but den leh nv go cause pm dont one.
i wan but den me alone with so many boys??
nvm next time ba.. =))
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and now its photo time =))
well you know what,
puiman is the best one la,
allow me take photo not like the rest idiot de dont let me take.
even the zi lian one oso dont let me take.
everytime like that one..
puiman de pimple improve le =X

caileng know i like eeyore so she brought this for me
=))
thanks ya

2009-01-03T12:08:00.003+08:00

feel like going swimming recently,
and guess what dad will be bring us over to his house for a swim
+))
but too bad i am not swimming today,
cause really i dont feel like going for a swim today,
feel like going down look for them.

2009-01-02T20:58:00.016+08:00

today went over sata for check up,
along with munirah. puiman and hayati.
do x-ray, urine test, blood test and bone check up..
was like bian tai la..
the doctor anyhow touch de.
so damn paiseh.
after that went munirah work place eat,
den pei puiman home after that go mall.
intend to go eat with querido de but den leh dad wan me go home.
see no fate de!! NVM man man lai..
haha.
and now its picture time!!!
ytd and today photo...
in that x-ray shirt

today dinner time at triston house.

triston =))
he so cute sia keep on call me take photo for him,
grow up sure very zi lian one.

favourite!
favourite!

he hug and kiss me =))

see triston baby photo!! leg and hand oso got
munirah work place.
puiman drink de
mine!! NOT NICE ONLI CHEESE NICE
MUSHROOM SOUP +)))

puiman one...
munirah counter

yesterday

over at toa payoh

triston and me

see my face sia inside that glass thing, intend to give someone de but den leh dont one better la so thick skin, no more elephant skin le hor

2009-01-01T14:41:00.013+08:00

went over to dad house to stay ytd,
was like wa lao so bored la so play with my camera.
sorry ya so zi lian..
as for today went back home,
darren eyes red so went back home to stay =))
ytd was like the last day of 2008
was like weeeee fan la ytd..
enjoy real much with them..
and ya i wore jumper. super damn fat can,
but i dont care le fat jiu fat...

eeyore =)) kay kay
baby eeyore=))
my favourite braised duck rice

2008-12-31T08:46:00.001+08:00

new blog song,
love song by taylor swift..
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i am like so loving this song.
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We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air

See the lights
See the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd And say hello
Little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go.. and I said

Chorus:
Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little whi..ile
Oh oh-

Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was beggin' you please don't go and I said

CHORUS-

Romeo save me, they're tryin' to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real!
Don't be afraid
We'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh oh

I got tired of waiting
Wonderin' if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town, and I said

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said-

Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know!
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes!

Oh oh
Oh oh oh

Cause we were both young when I first saw you...

2008-12-30T09:57:00.008+08:00

yesterday morning meet hayati and munirah,
went over to library there meet hayati sister de boyfriend,
he drive us to simei ite.
ok well now realise something,
its like so great to have a boyfriend who have a car and knows how to drive,
letting you sit in front beside him,
den behind de sit put all your favourite soft toy,
den in the middle a bunch of roses..
if possible put one "toy poodle" there let it sleep.
omg omg so cool sia..
(sorry for daydreaming, carry on with the story le)
went ite simei for an interview for nursing,
was like so damn nervous can,
so many people den is one by one go in de.
was like keep on say i dunno, i think so, emm maybe.
omg i think i will not go in lor,
but I AM BEING SELECTED!!
=))
i think is because of that good luck which the last person sent me,
when the interview is like over..
and ya la its him.. =X
after that rush off to tm to meet boon and caileng,
den went ben house play dog.
omg omg omg,
his dog so cute sia but den leh very bian tai,
you will know wad i mean later on.
after that waikiang came over to ben house,
i sleep for a while den headed to cs for a movie and oso to meet jared and him.
i sit with ben and caileng,
beside is waikiang den boon den jared den kang.
watch

ip man
i dont really like that show la,
some is funny but den leh for me i think quite boring.
me and caileng almost fall asleep.
after show go orchard for dinner den went home.
thought he and him will be cold but den leh,
things turn out differently =))

ben take de!! boon and kang =))
kiang
ben
boon haha
ben
boon kiang
caileng

all walking me busy taking photo
ben boon
kiang
kiang sleeping
ben take de
boon caileng me ben take de

boon and dog
caileng and me
caileng boon

sleeping
both sleeping

so fun la..
see wad i mean. BIAN TAI
that bian tai dog

see one do again

fredrick =))
boon

2008-12-29T11:15:00.002+08:00

thinking far too much,
omg omg omg!!!
later going down for interview,
i am like so damn nervous sia.
scared of being speechless again like the other time.
i am like kind of tired of going out everyday liao,
from morning go out till night.
going to be a good girl from tml onwards
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woohoo!!!
going out for a movie later.
finally able to see that show alright..
IP MAN HERE I COME!!

2008-12-28T21:33:00.010+08:00

went over tori meet huimin,
after that walk eat den eat den eat den meet caileng den eat.
lols.
den huimin, waikiang and caileng brought me home.
eat at long john with huimin,
sakae with mum darren and huimin,
pizzahut with huimin, ben, caileng, kiang
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photo time,
ah quek see the cap wear so low dont let me take photo

jared and fredrick
waikiang
ben and caileng
caileng
ben
super damn funny
ben
ben took de

caileng
ben

i love this cartoon character ok

so cute

jared twist =)

ah bing twist

huimin

2008-12-27T22:30:00.005+08:00

today went over to tm,
super damn happy can!!
cause i can see him and thanks to boon i can see him close close.
woohoo.
pei boon go smoke that time happy leh!!
he came down sit beside boon.
hehe..
well reason for going down is cause meeting roy for a show.
wait for roy fang gong den go see bedtime stories,

quite a funny show la,
was like laughing madly over there.
after show went down see him for awhile den go home le.
reach home not long benedict, benjamin and gerald came.

this sheep super cute and big lor, around my shoulder height. wanna buy it but leh so big sure damn expensive de lor so nv buy

2008-12-27T12:29:00.002+08:00

=(
its been such a long time ever since i went out with him,
super damn sad, he is not free today..
maybe all this is yuan fen ba..
i still cant get him out of my mind.
no matter how hard i try, image of him will still appear.
i try i really try to give up and move on,
but i just cant.
trying many ways to make myself stop thinking about him,
finding things to do, make full use of my time so there is no way i could tink about him.
but everytime when it comes to night,
everything related to him will appear.
everytime after thinking it makes me wanna cry,
because of me everything have been destroy.
i started all this but in the end ending everything without knowing it.

2008-12-26T22:13:00.006+08:00

went orchard after that to zen,
pei darren and dad go shopping la..
today is darren birthday so shopping for this staff lor,
super damn bored!!!
OVER AT ZEN,
i was like drinking sake and boston beach party.
drink till giddy giddy den dad took over.
boston beach party is gin, vodka rum, cointreau triple sec, lime juice and cranberry juice.
on the way home felt like vomitting,
and its was like so damn hard to walk straight ok.
a bit giddy only la so alright..
this super damn nice, that muffin all chocolate inside de liquid de.

boston beach party

2008-12-26T13:40:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARREN!!
feel like going down tm today,
cause i got the feel that he will be working.
AND YA I ADMIT, i want to go down to see him,
i miss him so damn much.
its been so long ever since i see him.
i know i know everything is different now,
he doesnt love me, its just me who love him now.
want to buy him a christmas gift but to think about it,
dont buy better la,
he say the next time i buy he will throw and he doesnt like it.
=(
i know i kept saying that i have forgotten, i have given up, i have move on.
but seriously i haven.
have been constantly thinking about him,
constantly dreaming about him.
everytime i log into msn i will start to think about those things he said to me,
i really dont have anymore confident in me.
i am scared of losing him even more.
i am scared of hurting him again.
i am scared of making him hate me even more.
i am scared of everything right now.
everytime i saw him online,
i feel like talking to him so damn much,
but somehow i am scared i am scared of saying something wrong.
i have lose him, i dont wish to lose him as a friend le.
this time round i never ask him to like me never ask him to return never ask him to wait,
cause i know i will still be me i dont wish to make him waste his time on me any longer,
if he really find someone better den i will just give him all my regards.
as long as he is happy everything will do.

2008-12-26T08:36:00.008+08:00

yesterday went out with kaicheng, derrick, zhengyuan, chinsen, shaozheng.
and its like because i am the only girl i call caileng along..
meet them all at yoshi at 12,
i thought i am late and guess what!
i am the earliest, all of them make me wait for an hour.
and because i was like so damn angry i send caileng this:
"fu*k, faster come lei. i wait for you for so long you still at home, you very da pai hor."
sorry ya!!
zhengyuan and chinsen came first,
zhengyuan and i was like looking at chinsen eat..
after that shaozheng came den caileng came.

yesteday caileng at first very quite, cause she onli know me but after seeing me say shaozheng she join in =))
went over to cine de k box.
was like no one sing at all,
i wasnt high, caileng wasnt high too so went out of kbox early.
went over to the same food stall i go to everytime we go cine.
had udon(after eating, i became high)
haha.
eat till halfway derrick and kaicheng came.
den all of us headed to far east to buy my clothes,
everyone were like pei me go shopping la.
caileng, zhengyuan, shaozheng and chinsen became my maid help me take my things.
=)
thanks ya
after awhile went tm to had dinner,
this time round i only girl caileng go home eat dinner.
had tori.
went over to tm de cinema there saw roy =)
the show were like so late so went cs to see.
watch YES MAN

would rate it 5/5,
its a great show la,
super funny kept laughing nonstop ok.
and its like the man treat the girl super good la, especially the rainning part.
over at cinema share nachos with zhengyuan and chinsen (mostly the 3 of us eat)
after movie went home.
ok well guess what i have kang's virus liao,
yesterday i keep on say shaozheng lor like how kang say puiman those kind.
omg die liao!!
eu falto-o too much liao den now becoming like him
omg omg omg.
den somemore kept on mention him,
siao liao la.
from a different topic can say till him de lor.
no link oso say got link oso say,
i siao liao la, omg omg omg..
and hor ytd everyone keep on call me bian tai,
keep going around taking photo of people.
and its like =( over at mrt waiting for train,
everyone sitting together,
chinsen take my camera want take photo for us,
i so damn happy lor.
everyone heard about wanting to take photo everyone stand up walk away left me alone..
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photos!!!

all waiting for the show to start
zhengyuan and kaicheng derrick and chinsen
ticket S!!!
chinsen feed zhengyuan
derrick and kaicheng
chinsen
see chinsen so gay but thanks for helping me take my things
haha perfect, i was like hey chee~~ den everyone look =)
chinsen kaicheng derrick
me and zhengyuan
zhengyuan
derrick kaicheng

sleeping
this person make us sing jingle bell rock at k box

zhengyuan and me laughing so happily all the way
me and zhengyuan so high, caileng emo =X kidding

2008-12-25T09:11:00.005+08:00

yesterday went over to celebrate christmas,
drank ice wine, choya and grape wine.
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christmas cake,
cute right

ytd on the way there was like omg going to cry out la,
stupid caileng la tell me all those things in msn,
say wad *** very cute, more cute den me den say wad saw wk and her photo on *** blog.
arya..
after she say finish really feel like crying,
den go tell kiang,
much better after talking to him la,
he is like another boon.. =)
ytd think for the whole night liao,
i have decided,
i will not care if *** is way cute or *** is loved by him or wad so ever,
as long as he is happy with her,
as long as he love her,
as long as she treat him good ( arya sure better den me de la)
den i will just give all my regards to them.
tell them i give up liao i give up liao,
but the truth is I HAVEN NOT A SINGLE BIT!
its easy to say but hard to do.
for now ta kai xin jiu hao=))

2008-12-24T12:33:00.004+08:00

benjamin so damn wu liao la,
tell everyone say wad new year dont need give him hong bao cause
he and i marry liao.
bo liao!!!
later going triston house,
after that sam de house.
hohoho..
gift exchange!!!
today's weather so damn cold,
love it la..

2008-12-23T22:47:00.002+08:00

went out with puiman and waikiang,
eat sakae buffet from 3 plus till around 6.
after that go walk walk,
find puiman mum den my mum den walk again.
go eat ice cream..
soonyi, jared, waikiang, puiman, boon brought me home.
christmas maybe going out with zhengyuan, chinsen, farhan and andrew chan(not sure)
kept on mention him and asking about him,
i think i should really stop all this le la.
no point and no use.
whats gone is never coming back.
not going to beg for his return,
not going to do anything about it.
i believe none of them will work again..
maybe like what he say ba,
i should have walk out of the past long ago.
if he is happy now den i think maybe it will be better for us to be like this,
as in being like something close to stranger.

2008-12-23T11:17:00.003+08:00

later going shopping with waikiang, puiman, as for caileng i dunnch noe,
CAILENG IF YOU GOT GO HOR RETURN ME MY $$$,
i broke liao!!!
will be having dinner with darren and mum over at tm,
celebrating christmas..
tml going sam's and triston's house =))
well so far recieve 2 christmas present le,
one is from gerald and the other one is from ???
THANKS YA!! =)
christmas maybe not going out ba =((
some go oversea,
some maybe got plans le ba.

2008-12-22T22:39:00.003+08:00

today went over to shatec,
had an interview with one of the staff there.
was like so damn shy la,
ask so many question den my answer was like all short short one.
after that went over to caileng house to pick her,
and than headed home to get my staff den go tm,
go pass eva uni den was like forget to bring cap and tag ma,
den jay was like remember to bring tml hor nv bring i dont give u your pay,
dont give dont give la i sue you lor idiot man who thought zi ji hen yan dao like that.
headed to long john for lunch and that to e-hub,
went k box i was like mad la sing all those love song den all will link to him one,
caileng and i were like singing so damn loud outside people keep looking
lols.
and worst of all i keep on zhou ying and my voice was like dead..
after that too bus to tm,
pass by his house sia =))
for almost the whole day kept mentioning him,
this stupid habit must change!!!
i was like sian la sian la i wanna message him but sure he wil not reply de ,
den caileng go sms him,
lols.
den see he reply i go sms him and guess wad he reply lor,
i was like keep laughing laughing and laughing,
eva and caileng were like mad liao..
lols..
caileng went home,
me leh wait for pm to fang gong..
~~(i not like caileng de, he work leh she wait, nv work she nv wait )~~
haha..
went home with waikiang and puiman..
when they 2 go meet caileng for supper den me go walk home alone
walk that stupid wu lu wu lu place again,
tml facial den go out with puiman,
wa so long nv go out with her liao..
hehe

2008-12-22T08:41:00.013+08:00

yesterday went over to gerald house,
brought caileng go..
play table tennis, pool, singing...
was like mad yesterday la you will know wad i mean later on...

ok well,
just now told you guys that i am mad right,
i was like shaking hands with him and that it turn out to be like>>
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caileng kept laughing at me lor..

making cookie
gerald room, see so many comic
see so many collection

happy birthday to benedict and darren

my cookie

caileng making cookie

2008-12-21T10:18:00.002+08:00

yesterday was like kept telling leng,
must fang de xia must fang de xia.
i thought i can, i really thought i can,
but in the end even BOMB.
why wouldn't i listen,
why wouldn't i just change..
just why am i always getting jealous over her.
I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND!!!
did tell sheree i think his feelings change,
but i didnt know everything came out so true.
i even thought maybe for ones we have no arguement,
able to be like what we are that time but i am wrong.
if can i really want to let go and move on,
i dont wish to irritated him nor even beg him to love me again.
i believe what i say now is hopeless,
nothing will return, nothing last, nothing is forever.
I DESTROY EVERYTHING AND ITS NOW ALL OVER.

2008-12-20T22:00:00.003+08:00

went to yoshi telling eva i wanna quit yoshi,
ok well this time round is not because of mum but because of some personal reason.
after that headed to shop and save to buy myself 2 bottles of beer.
was like all alone at home,
boring!!
darren and mum went over to aunty vivian house for christmas celebrate.
i didnt go cause i wasnt feeling very well.
have been like sleeping for the whole day,
and didnt eat much ate only 1 piece of pizza.
days will sure get more and more bored,
but i think everything will turn out better ba.
maybe J.hao was right i am just running away.
but maybe by doing this everyone will be happy ba.

2008-12-20T13:22:00.002+08:00

love this photo la...
anw decided not going ITE!!!
going shatec with leng ah leng ah leng..

2008-12-20T11:54:00.002+08:00

2008-12-20T10:58:00.002+08:00

yesterday went over to caileng house,
her sis brought me, her and puiman to simei ite,
after that to clemeti ite after that to shatec..
and than to jurong point.
over at jurong point ,
saw a sushi shop the sushi there was like chio sia so brought it lor,
was like caileng ask me i wan to buy for him not den i say no,
after that she say she buy lor,
den i say u buy lor,
den end up is i buy not she buy..
lols.
ok well regret buying cause hao xin buy for him, end up kana say.
can u just imagine from jurong all the way to tm i was like carrying that sushi,
scared of making it out of shape and was like hoping he would like it. but in the end....
even a thanks oso nv say jui kana say liao =(
after that went to tm,
did kitchen while waiting for puiman to bring me jacket..
i was like so damn cold alright..
wasnt feeling well this few days..
went to puzzle world with benny and roy to see chio bu..
that chio bu was like from my school de lor..
lols.
after that was like intend to wait for him to fang gong.
everyone sit at yoshi.
sit with waikiang weikang and soonyi that time hor,
was like so damn bored.
sit till halfway that word come out so went over to sit with mummy and leng..
went home on my own,
after that meet caileng..
waiting for caileng at the wu lu wu lu place, so scary lor.
at night something happen hahahahaha..
its over...

2008-12-18T22:34:00.001+08:00

went to school to get result,
was like =))))
i manage to pass all my subject EVEN CHINESE!!..
after taking result went over to meet caileng,
and was like took cab down to tm,
both of us super hungry and meet puiman at tm cause she is like so long
brought tori and fish and co,
super cheap can, cost 6 dollars.
and the fish was like huge..
was like so damn bored so sms desmond,
and guess what he is like so damn stupid la!!!
no other words can describe him seriously!!
he scold me ccb =((
(ok well i not really very sad when he scold me that la, but i was like happy... because long time no ppl like that scold me le =)) )
about 9 plus go home,
chat with zhengyuan and guanxiong,
they say i become tao liao =((
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i dont wish to care,
i dont want to love,
i dont wish to be in this complicated love thing anymore.
all i want was just to lead a simple normal life.
i am tired of all those jealousy,
tired of all those unhappiness,
tired of being sad,
tired of crying,
tired of making a fool out of myself,
and last of all tired of making you mine again.

2008-12-17T21:51:00.000+08:00

went to tesoro house,
after that went over to meet sheree den catch the movie,
twilight..
rating it at 4/5
its like very romantic la way better den "the day the earth stood still"
that guys damn nice lor..
watch finish went down b1 den awhile later tesoro brought me home..
tml will be taking result!!
and sunday going gerald house celebrate early christmas..
friday and sat staying at home to rot..

2008-12-17T11:37:00.000+08:00

the rest of malaysia photo...
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this monkey puppet look like boon sia!!
darren and gerald

that black pants boy quite good looking...

2008-12-16T20:12:00.000+08:00

GENTING PHOTO!!!
emm,
more photo will be upload tml.

limin sheree jocleen me

jocleen

limin jeslyn jocleen

me and jocleen
jeslyn me jocleen gerald

me jocleen sheree

jocleen limin me sheree

gerald jeslyn sheree me jocleen limin

me
sheree
jocleen
me

high time
high time

sheree bra strip drop LOLS
benjamin me sheree
benedict benjamin me sheree jeslyn jocleen gerald limin darren

stupid jocleen tell me she saw wk and you know wad wk is the lao ah gong behind

see sheree like naked

2008-12-12T10:55:00.000+08:00

chalet photo!
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caileng and weekang!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-12-12T10:37:00.000+08:00

yesterday work was like boring!!!
things change after caileng and desmond came.
i was like so damn bored ok morning all aunty lor,
den i was ike sian boring!
caileng came was like bored too,
until that ying zhu part,
was like ahhh du lan den kept di siao her den ok le lor.
desmond keep calling me fatty , ah pui , bitch..
and i was like calling him dog..
den u know wad damn funny lor,
i was like saying ya i admit i admit i am fat fat fat,
den des was like fat is good fat is cute fat is handsome and pretty..
and i was like lols.. cause he is saying himself.
keep wanting to call benny, betty lols
benny damn funny la,
caileng was like irritating everyone with her singing den benny was like tissue!!
put tissue inside his ear..
lols.
jie ru came and was like she so cute la..
caileng hor always say minni mao minni mao when its like minni mouse la..
lols..
step one cute..
yesterday querido brought me home =))
sometimes i really wonder why things have to go this way.

2008-12-10T18:07:00.000+08:00

today went to work,
i am like perfectly normal not crazy but in fact,
i am like super bored and i cant even make myself high..
was like smsing people and guess wad hp kana con by eva..
break time dicky came,
talk talk talk..
i was like eating and he was like looking,
and you know wad i hate people who look at me eat de lor,
so paiseh..
intend to look for J.qiang but dunnch noe he workin not so nv go find
tml working same time to 6.
guess wad i am like craving for more and more meatball..
crazy over matball for the past few days..
ok well not onli meatball
but oso anlene concentrate milk(4x calcium of regular fresh milk)
and you know!!!
you know wad!!!
i am so in love with him =))
lols
boring

2008-12-09T12:34:00.001+08:00

yesterday went to querido house,
after that went tm meet sheree.
watch bolt 3D with querido and sheree..

rating--->> 3/5
its like so damn cute la,
some part very funny.
after that went b2 with boon, waikiang, sheree and querido see them smoke.
den querido brought me home,
he brought strawberry sweetheart for me =))
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i am like feeling so ill today.

2008-12-07T16:48:00.000+08:00

Querido, Eu falto-o muito!!!
woohooo!!
last night went watching movie with weikang, puiman, ben, jared, waikiang and caileng.
watch city of ember,
would rate it ---->> 2.5/5
some parts really make me wanna sleep.
beginning dunnch really understand wat the show is about.
after show querido brought me home =))
will be going genting with sheree querido on 13 dec.

2008-12-06T14:54:00.000+08:00

thanks sheree for the web =)

2008-12-05T13:58:00.002+08:00

i love love love love love you,
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darling i will try,
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wait a little longer alright...
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recent photo
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ah chia and me

aunty and maid =X

i love this photo can cause like i eating so much like that

stupud martin cover my face,,

farhan and i

farhan haha

ah boon taken by ben

ah chia and leng

grandma cooking

li min work place ice cream soursop, cookie and cream

i am like so so so happy can,
monday got BBQ can see them all liao

i miss them so much lor

2008-11-30T11:07:00.000+08:00

MIA-ING

2008-11-29T09:02:00.001+08:00

recent photo~

went over to fish and co the other day with puiman and caileng..

my soup

our startermy main course : disgusting eat fries onli

caileng and puiman order the same thing. half eatendonut cheese =)

mum brought de oreo donut

??? darren de

went waraku ytdas you can see i grew fatter puiman say i look fatter my face =( tofu

benjamin food

my food

daren food

well look nice right,

its miso soup, tissue, butter, curry, egg and etc...

benjamin and benedict were playing scold them childish but in the end play with them..

lols

my favourite, potato with cheese

caileng one

benedict one see that fat fat him=X

caileng one

eu quero-o amar-me,

eu quero-o faltar-me,

eu faço realmente.

eu amo-o muitoo kang pequenino do sim é esse

lalalalala~

2008-11-28T15:18:00.000+08:00

eu amo-o mas não me ama anymore,
porque o chanfrar apenas amar-me outra vez.
eu tento mudar, mim tento ser perfeito.
mas ainda ama-me mais.
o amor não é toda sobre o sexo, seu o sentimento que nós tivemos para se.
você muda
mas ainda amá-lo

2008-11-28T12:22:00.000+08:00

woken up by some people phone call,
idiot him.
had a nightmare,
its about the things i am most afraid of CLOWNS..
benjamin and benedict came just now,
went out with bro so now i am all alone at home,
SUPER BORED CAN...
nvm can on music loud loud sing loud loud no one scold.
hahah

2008-11-27T12:57:00.001+08:00

yingying, manman, minmin, peipei

farhan =)

that stupid joker

saw huimin blog i was like so damn argh can,

if i nv go japan i can see them le lor.

argh i wanna see my xiao jie!!!

I WANNA SHAKE HANDS WITH THEM ..

i wanna see them in person..

argh..

when will i get to see them!!!

2008-11-27T09:48:00.000+08:00

yesterday went caileng house,
after that her sis bring us go tm.
go home with puiman and ben..
~~I BECOME LIGHT BULB!!! super huge one~~
as you can see i was in total madness yesterday.
wasnt feeling well yesterday too, was having fever.
today not going out not even going to work ..
staying at home the whole day to rot

2008-11-26T09:34:00.001+08:00

lee caileng sorry,
i am not going to your birthday..
you all enjoy ba.

i really want a hug damn badly,
i really want to cry all the hurt, pain and sadness out.
izzit really over between you and me.
i really hope not.

i am really very sorry for not trusting you.

sorry.

2008-11-24T11:01:00.000+08:00

VINEGAR DARLING:
sorry for wad i said yesterday, about that give you give you de.
i know u dont one but den leh, i oso dunnch noe y i said that..
and hor hope you like that PRESENT!!
i love you
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SALT DARLING:
sorry for sending that message to you which make you scold me like mad,
i understand ok.
sorry for making you worry about me.
i love you
thanks for listening to that story of that stupid guy thing(mingming)!!!!
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thanks for the talk,
thank for being my listener.
thanks for making me understand.
thanks for being there always.
sorry for all the things.
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BLACK PEPPER DARLING :
thanks for the call,
thanks for telling me all that .
i miss you with loves.
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ROY DARLING:
sorry i cant cheer you up yesterday,
but kept making you think back.
cheer up ok =)
dont die!!
still got me, sheree, caileng and puiman
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i know there is no use of saying sorry when everything is over but i still wan to say,
sorry for not trusting you,
sorry for being over sensitive.
sorry for the things yesterday.
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ZHENG YUAN:
i brought nothing for you ,
meet up soon ok,
i miss you guys so damn much.
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TIAN XIN:
i never buy anything for you,
you say you dont one food ma,
somemore there i dunnch noe wad u will like cause our taste totally different.
i miss you so~ MUCH

2008-11-24T08:45:00.000+08:00

just who am i to you?
i thought we will be bff,
i thought we will be like this forever,
i thought our friendship wil never end,
i thought somehow we will continue everything we did together.
but i guess i am wrong.
nothing last forever.
because of her saying she hate me,
you want to end this friendship,
such a long friendship..
do you think it is worth it.
who is the one who will always be there for you when you down?
your stead?
when you break with christina who is the one who an wei you?
joyce?
i am not going to cry over you.
because of her you broke this friendship,
den its ok ..
i am fine with it thats all.
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darren making tea for mum

that temple people give us de, like wad like tat lol

they say after drinking you will have good luck or something like this,

so i gave it A try, but i dont think it work at all

see their mrt look like plane so nice

haunted house

this is my favourite cartoon character ok... i love hello kitty!!!

MY FAVOURITE CHILDHOOD FOOD, looks like country mana food =(
hot dog with bone... lols
see so en ai!

SEE THEY NOT PAISEH ONE LOR wear the elmo thing. haha cute!!

see so good got handphone charger de

this is like so damn expensive 3o over dollars but their curry very nice

i love their drinks machine so nice lor
sun rise