Monday, October 13, 2008

today's horoscope said:
my dear Leo,
you are doing far too much.
it is time for you to get a break and let everything come naturally.
forcing will not lead you anywhere.
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well,
my appetite wasnt that good today,
never eat a lot today,
lunch- noodles (never eat finish only a few bites)
dinner-2 unagi
went meeting sheree today,
was there early so talk to caileng,
eddy came,
talk with him,
sheree came went ajisen eat with her,
eddy caileng came along..
well order the same thing as i order when i went there with him,
order ice leamon tea too.
ya today i went mad again,
i keep thinking about him.
i cant stop it ok.
even eddy say i am mad over him.
over there talk about ghost.
so damn scary ..
after that went down yoshi cause caileng and sheree need to work.
i keep thinking of the past again,
i cried..
sorry ya make you all like an wei me
eddy thanks for all that tissue.
caileng thanks for that an wei letter,
sheree thanks for the hug.
james thanks for all that talk.
well i thought i got a bit fang de xia le.
but i nv,
not a single bit,
he doesnt love me anymore.
just why am i doing this to myself,
i cant control myself at all,
he just mean so much to me.
so many things happen between us,
i cant forget it at all.
ya i did try to find a replacement,
but it is all so wrong.
i cant forget him at all.
just how ,
what shall i do!!
i love him i really do.
i dont want to be just a friend to him,
i want to be the person he love..
why cant he forgive me,
why cant he forget the things which happen.
i am so useless.
i am such a horrible stead.
i suck !

I am Lynette!