Tuesday, October 14, 2008
sorry mum, dad,
for making you so worry over me yesterday.
ya i did tell you before i have given up on him but the truth is i haven,
cause i dont want you to worry anymore.
yesterday when you open the door,
i just cant control my tears from falling down.
i really cant stand it already,
i am so tired of it.
i just what i do wrong.
why cant he just forgive me and forget what happen.
i tried not to think about him,
but i just cant control myself.
i just love him so damn much.
why everything i do will be wrong,
why am i so useless.
i really hate myself,
why cant i be perfect enough for him.
why cant i be someone good,
wo zhen de ze yang bu hao ma.
sometimes i really hope i could just sleep and never wake.
8:32 AM
I am Lynette!
