Sunday, October 12, 2008

im so sorry for smsing you that,
i don't know just what happen to me yesterday,
i am confused,
i really don't know what to do nor do i know what am i doing.
i told myself that what i want now was just for you to be happy that all,
but yesterday all that patch patch thinking came up.
i am so sorry!!
i thought i have totally given up on those idea,
but sad to say i never really did given up.
i am like so evil,
kept forcing people to do things my way.
and never thought of your feelings.
i just hate myself so much.
seriously life without you really suck.
i just can't fit in with the change,
what i do, what i say words and things will remind me of you.
like i say before i never like someone this much before.
ya i know you love the way you are,
but i dont, life for me was like boring .
i have no where to go, cant think of anywhere to go
but just sitting down at yoshi looking at you.
just to let you know so sorry bout yesterday night,
and sorry for everything

I am Lynette!