but i know it is impossible ,

totally impossible.
if this topic carry on i think i will go even more crazy
and i will think that i really do have the chance.
everytime he reply me i will be laughing like mad,
i can even see him in my dreams now a days.
i know i should be giving up by now,
ya did try but i can't do it,
the past kept flashing in front of me...
seriously,
i have regretted what i have done that time.
this relationship can last longer,
because of me,
everything was destroy no more happy ever after ,
everything came out to be a nightmare cause by me.
i should be glad that i was lucky enough to be with him that once.
i shouldnt be asking for more,
IT'S SO SELFISH OF ME TO DO THAT !!!
even if i love him so much ,
and kind of want to patch,
it is ok..
maybe remain as friends for now would be better .
EDITED~

just came back home,

went over yoshi to slack,

i was like so damn boring over there ok ,

thanks to sheng wei, gerald, chris and steph sms i am not very bored to that extreme.

well saw sylvest, kennard and gerald.

told sheng wei that i am so damn bored over at yoshi,

he intended to meet me,

but den leh ,

sorry ya i went home and ps you ..

brought alot of things home,

for ben, darren and myself..

go home that time say bye bye to him,

he so cute lor omg

den go meet ming for a while,

pass him something,

he say me mad..

lols.

cause my hp wallpaper, screen saver is wk and me..

den inbox all is wk sms.

den saved item there oso..

as in whole phone full of his staff lols..

well i bu se de delete ma..

den somemore i lazy go to my picture there c so put at wallpaper lor..

i know i am mad...

lols..

thats all will upload today and ytd photo tml,

cause using mum laptop again,

ben using my com lols