Friday, October 31, 2008

I am Lynette!

HEY PEEPS, HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!
had fun yesterday with zhengyuan, chinsen and shaozheng over at msn.
and finally we will be meeting up,
I MISS THEM SO DAMN MUCH OK!!
no school life was like SUCK!!
well,
finally can go ice skating with them again le.
everyone was like always so busy cause everyone is working..
now finally, i have been waiting for so long!!!
me and zhengyuan yesterday keep on di siao shao zheng,
haha..
same old staff la, di siao him and puiman
haha
i know, i understand, i realise my mistake.
time to move on,
get out of the past if possible

I am Lynette!

Thursday, October 30, 2008

reach home,
sleep den puiman called,
ask me go yoshi..
reach yoshi leh she like wan me see her do counter only.
lols.
pei her go change bag..
the bag which mum brought for her..
change bag that time damn funny..
when she take that bag which she one,
that lady ask her buy for ur mother ar..
lols.
after that eat buy food for darren ,
den go home..
haish!
there is still no trust!!!
i will never change

I am Lynette!

had a very nice dream yesterday,
but it was all destroy by STOMACHACHE!!!
pain like hell ok..
this is the worst stomachache ever..
go on and on for hours.
now a day keep having this stomachache problem,
if this happen just one more time,
i think i better go see the doctor..
later say got wad stomach cancer den die le =(
i know i am thinking far too much..
i miss him =(

I am Lynette!

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

well ya i went back to work..
working at yoshinoya..
today work at 11 reach yoshi at 9 plus..
brought breakfast for everyone..
wearing yoshi clothes like weird weird like that haha..
i miss them so much ok..
it is like so great to be back..
wear puiman pants and sheree clothes,
was like omg i am so fat..
saw sheree de love letter..
haha//
well my counter skills never drop at all..
still as pro as b4 la..
=X
clean the mirror wit leng..
was like wee..
haha//
puiman came wait for us fang gong.
fang gong that time go popular buy the book,
" the lost boy"
hehe..
after that go home..
imagine wk going yoshi work wearing that uni so strange..
lols.
so happy la i will be miss
=)

I am Lynette!

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

• i know i am always bringing up a smile on my face, always don't believe that the relationship is over. acting as in i am an idiot believing and waiting for something impossible. always acting mad, comparing him from others saying how perfect he is compare to others. i know! but do you really know what the truth is ?

the truth is WHAT YOU GUYS WANT ME TO DO, i tried to be normal. and when i does that you guys called me not to act mature by keeping quite. this problem have been hurting me for days, yes i am trying to forget but whenever i think of it i will start to have the feeling of crying.. when i does that you guys will be like kang kang kang kang.. AS IN WHAT THE SHIT ARE YOU ALL DOING. you all called me to give up, called me to forget , called me to move on. but do you all know what you all did a not, you all made me hard to forget him OK... i tried to put on a smile acting mad cause i want to make days even happier that ever, i don't wish to be happy because of him, sad because of him and angry because of him.

• you all said i don't know how to think, i don't know how to plan my future, i don't know anything, I AM JUST A KID!

ya i did told you guys that i have been hired for quite a lot of jobs for this Holiday, but i did not turn up cause i am lazy to and no one accompany me. i am not good in my studies, not good in anything. reason for all this is i want to enjoy my holidays, i need time to rest and forget everything which happen. YA I AM JUST A KID, I AM JUST 16 WHAT DO YOU ALL EXPECT FROM ME. there is still along way for me to go. i know what i want i know what i don't. the thing i want now is totally impossible. i love singing i love dogs so do i love him a lot. but what do you guys expect from me really, i have enough of all this OK.. just let me decide things on my own OK.

• you all said it is so silly of me doing this to myself, cutting myself, smoking, stealing and making myself becoming like this.

do you know how hurt it is when someone whom you never love so much in your life before doesn't want you anymore. my heart were like pain OK. i don't know what to do to stop that hurt so i started cutting myself to release some of the pain. taking up smoking cause people say you will feel better after smoking, ALL BULL SHIT OK!! stealing for no reason. did all this because of him and quit all this because of him too. having sleepless night each day, thinking of him.. i just cant control it OK. everything end so fast, told you guys i know it is my fault and the reason y, but you guys said you will never understand. you guys will never know just how much i love him, different people have different ways of loving someone. days with him were like unforgettable, no matter now hard i try everything seem so hard to forget. because of me everything ends. i have been trying to keep contact with him, if i never sms him, he will never sms me de. do you know just how much i miss him right now. do you know how hurt i am.he have already became part of my life.

• you all ask how could i cry till it is like end of the world. crying over ever single word he said. why do i still want him that badly when it is like so obvious that he doesn't love me anymore.

i dont know i really dont know why, sometimes the things he said really hurt me a lot, i know he said "be friends first" was just because he doesnt want me to be sad, but i know the truth is that 3 words was just an excuse... cause you know i will never give you up. so that 3 word was just to stop any arguement from starting. i want him so badly because he really mean a lot to me, i miss him a lot, days without him was like wasnt life at all. how i wish everything could just start all over again. i promise i will treat you even better that ever. but too bad it is IMPOSSIBLE.. i destroy the last chance he gave..

I am Lynette!

shall not upload any photo from ytd,
cause mostly is sheree photo.
LOLS!!
went over to taka alone yesterday,
reason was to look for sheree over at work place..
was like in the mrt alone so damn boring,
saw christina(mingming ex) and her new bf,
so damn disgusting ok,
hugging, kissing, dunnch noe do wad shit in the center of the mrt...
and the aunty in front of me was like looking at them using those faces,
later that aunty look at me fron bottom to top,
and i was like smile den she smile back..
i know i know usually i would glare at them when someone does that,
but now nv liao ok!!!
reach somerset,
was like lost,
lols..
heng got someone in front of me say they wanna go taka,,
LUCKY ME =)
reach taka went to sheree work place,
i was like i know y she love working here le,
cause in front of her shop got a boy SUPER CUTE ONE...
she cant keep her eyes off him lor..
well,
i admit that guy is super damn cute,
but too bad his face look like puiman,
=X "slap,slap"
ok well maybe worst la,
if he could get rid of those pimple of his it would be half perfect,
cause he is quite short la..
LOLS..
he is a funny guy,
his action make me laugh like hell man...
love his eyes, so nice, his eyes even nicer den weekang de.
went lunch with sheree after that go our separate way cause,
she went up to level 1 work no longer b2..
i was like super bored,
everything were like branded,
onli able to buy food food food..
keep passing by that gucci stall lor,
like lost like that..
heng pass by a book stall,
saw the book " the lost boy"
read it lor.
and was like WHAT THE HELL..
so poor thing la..
will call dad to buy that book for me =)
few hours later,
sheree and i go back tam,
both wait for puiman fang gong,
den go home..
sleep at 4 plus ok,
reason i was like so damn sleepy but cant get to sleep,
keep thinking of bla bla bla,
you should know la..
so now back to sleep ..
i am so damn tired...
oh ya ,
sheree, boon, weekang, caileng thanks ya ytd pei me sms/call/ talk

I am Lynette!

Sunday, October 26, 2008

went over to meet kaijing,
walk around tam,
saw him and i was like hi,
den he smile back..
omg so damn happy..
lols.
sheree called meet her at yoshi.
den later go home with her cause i need to go grandma house eat..
well,
will be going back yoshi to work ,
reason is not because of him but because,
cailing use knife!!
lols
kidding..
because no one pei her den she call me den i say ok lor.
but hor the truth is i dont feel like going back there to work..
i wan to enjoy my holiday..
lols..
puiman crazy idea came out again..
( buy ring)
since you one buy ring so much den y dont u stead with ben den call him pei u go buy,
lols
KIDDING..
campus superstar is coming,
feel like going but stage fright,
scared sing till very omg den ppl c my omg face on tv..
lols.

I am Lynette!

yesterday have lunch with puiman, darren, daddy and angie...
over at mushroom pot..
well there the things all mushroom base de,
everything i slike got mushroom de,
my favourite =)
but dont realli like the food there,
they put a lot of wei jing..
went over to ms to catch high school musical 3..
ok well quite nice la..
love their songs..
after that go bugis take neoprint den go yoshi meet guanxiong,
was like pei gx walk around go yoshi den roy they all say ur new kang kang ar..
lols.
he is just a friend..
after that seriously dunnch noe how to entertain him so heng pm go home,
i call him pei pm..
haha
pei pepper for a while den go home..

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I am Lynette!