Monday, September 22, 2008

well i am sick,
my hand were as cold as ice,
shaking as in it is winter
and ke shou like going to vomit out..
haish,
nv go to school today,
will not be going for the whole week as well..
ok did something damn stupid ytd and i think mum saw it,
cut my hand shape-ting it wk..
nv regret la, i know i am crazy !!!
even if i did cut so wad doesnt mean he care or anything..
now i can tell you i am totally lost,
i realli dont know wad to do,
the most important thing of all left me,
now i have nothing .
nothing at all.
lot of ppl ask me how important is he to me at msn,
well i can say not that important before cause i think i dont like him as i use to,
but now to think about it he is the most damn important thing in this whole world,
i still love like before ,
but i cant sense it that time..
now everything is gone all gone..
my love, the most important thing of all, my future all gone..
everything have been destroy i have nothing now,
nothing at all ..
my soul is gone too..
you once told me (when i am so damn scared that my soul will go missing, i know stupid):
your soul with me, will not gone..
you oso say i more important den your games,
(games are like your life)
and say if i am not important so many chance say break u will say le..
so now i guess i am not that important le cause u say it..
you also told me you love me and your feeling will nv change,
you say you love me a lot..
when i am scared at night unable to sleep,
u say think of meeting me in your dreams and you will fall asleep,
now when ever i am scared i think of u feel like crying..
lols.
things will nv be the same as before right,
the feelign all will nv right,
if u nv try how would you know.
my feeling is still the now it onli depend on you..
maybe i am too horrible for you
tt y we can onli be friends

I am Lynette!