Sunday, July 06, 2008

sorry for all the things i said that day ,
i really didnt mean it,
well that time i was quite angry that why i say those things..
i was angry about you saying me,
but after awhile the anger of mine was gone..
beat me, slap me, scold me just anything will do but please dont treat me like this,
please,
you can treat it as in i am begging you..

ok well yesterday was like bad luck for me,
after cailing pass me the key chain she brought from japan,
everything started to end badly,
first i was like holding the soup cailing knock onto me and i burn my hand,
told her that she have pour the soup onto my hand she do it again at the say spot,
ok it was like so damn pain ok..
secondly was like walking towards the counter cailing trip me and i almost fall.
thirdly for the things i said to him..
last is i am not working at yoshi anymore due to waiting for cailing till she end work..
mum doesnt allow me to work anymore cause i went home super late..
ok felt as in the keychain that she give is a bad luck charm instead of a love charm..
after him treating me so damn cold,
went yoshi fa dai after that cry,
jack accompany me to b2 and he told me alot of things..
thanks ..
after that puiman, cailing, boon, ah dai came down..
thanks you all..
most thanks to ah dai for all the laughter and thanks boon for talking to me the whole night..
hope everything will be fine by today,
i promise i will try to think before i say anything again,
this time is for real ...
i really mean what i say now...

EDITED~
went over to yoshi to meet kaijing,
cause she say she have something important to tell me and it is hard for her to do so on phone,
was kind of like angry when i saw him,
cause "everyone" was like talking about him,
which goes something like this,
he dont even treasure this relationship,
if he do he will not be like angry for so damn long..
there is a new guy in yoshi!!!
i am like acting as in i am so damn super happy today,
but i am not at all..
i dont wish to let him know that i so damn sad over the way he treat me..
why must i show him that i am so sad when he is like so damn happy on the other side..
ok anw i was like so damn bad la,
wan to make him like jealous..
share drinks with james,
feed james eat cake when i have already eaten half of it lols..
but for what i think he doesnt mind at all,
he doesnt even care
i kept doing thing which would make him angry,
lols..
as in purposely scold *#$@^@*&^ loudly,
and keep going downstair pretending to smoke..
kor kor say who ever offend me will die lols..
i tried treating him cold but i just couldnt stop myself from looking at him ok..
maybe being with someone who love you more than you love him would be better ba ..
anw if anything will to happen i am prepare for it le,
i will nt do anything about it le..
but i really enjoy those days i have with him...
that is the only thing i can say..
i know i am at fault but i already apologize,
what else you want me to do..
sometime i really dont understand what are you really angry about nor what is in your mind,
i am your gf you know,
why cant you tell me straight to the point on how u feel or what are you angry about .. .
just to let you know the feeling i have for you never change at all from the start..
calling you go out with me and my friends,
you dont one nvm,
but than for ur info i am nt those type of person who will ps my bf just to pei my friends..
and i know u hate people who buy things for you,
but i am that type of person who like buying staff for others ok..
anw i dont wish to think about anything or do anything le,
when your anger is gone than you contact me ba..
i think u need a break from all this.
and last of all sorry...

I am Lynette!