Monday, July 07, 2008

ok well everything should be fine by now,
boon thanks for talking with me on the phone till 3 plus,
kaijing and puiman thanks for all those things you told me..
as for cailing thanks too but for dunnch noe wad reason..
was not very happy last night,
dad ask me not to go work anymore,
instead he will give me 400$ per month for me to spend on what ever i wan,
i did not agree with him with this deal cause i really wan to work!!!!
this morning was like angry,
hate people who scold me for no reason during the morning,
mum told me that dad will pass me the money and i will have to pay my bill on my own,
WTF,
what kind of mother is this.
i have not even agree to that deal and she make up the decision for me..
i hate her ok !!
was like preparing to go out and she was like why u go out,
as in i no leg cannot go out like that..
now this house is nothing to me ,
is just a place for me to sleep and a jail for me to live in ..
i have the right to be with who i wan,
i have the right to mix up with what ever kind of friend i wan ,,
i have the right to go out with friend who are boys..
i have the right to do what ever i wan,
you have no right to control me ..
you dont have the right to control my freedom ok .
so what if you are my mother,
doesnt mean u have the right to make dicision for me,
and doesnt mean u can call over to singtel to print my whole phone book list,
and you have no right to see my message without my permission..
now i finally know why dad will end up breaking with u,
all you think about is money money and money,
what ever money staff which came out of dad mouth u will agree with it,
i am 16 already,
i am not a kid ok ..
cant u just put some trust in me ..
for what i noe u are no long the one i am close to anymore..
just what are u trying to do ...
make me friendless, freedom-less, workless???

I am Lynette!