Friday, June 01, 2007

dont know why i felt like crying,
so long never see HIM liao,
and guess what,
I REALLY MISS HIM ALOT,
not only that,
i dont even get the chance to see HIM even for just a few second...
saw HIS friendster testimonal,
say what job de,
guess that HE is working now,
hope can join HIM,
but i dont even know where or what HE is working (as)
felt so sad all of a sudden,
and when school reopen cannot get to see HIM for a week,
ever since exam is over,
HE never appear in front of my eyes at all...
and i cant stop myself from thinking of HIM,
HIS birthday is coming soon,
dont even know what to give HIM,
all i want to do now is just to see HIM...
got a strange feeling that HE hate me,
i maybe too straight forward when i talk to HIM,
but it was all because i just want to let HIM know just how much i love HIM...
HE did not tell me that HE rejected me,
but hearing from most of HIS friend and with HIM treating me so cold,
i know HE not only want to reject me,
HE also hate me a lot...
i dont mind HIM for rejecting me but it is really very hurtful when HE treat me so cold,
it was like HE did not one to see me at all,
like last time,
when HE call my friend ask who is she with,
and my friend told HIM i am around,
HE was like diam diam de...
HE told me HE doesnt hate me,
but even a fool can see that rite,
if HE doesnt hate me HE will not treat me cold...
how i wish time can just go back,
so i will make sure i never told HIM that i like HIM,
and none of this will happen...
few months back,
i was so happy as HE did not treated me cold at all,
HE will call me at night to talk to me, (twice)
but i did not answer cause i am scared i will say something wrong,
but ever seem i gave HIM the bread(the so call 愛情面包) when HE is not well,
from that time on HE have been treating me cold,
i would like to know what have i done wrong,
to deserve this from HIM...
is it because HE hate me or is it because i made HIM very paiseh,
if it is because i made HIM paiseh,
i really would like to apologise to HIM...
but if it is because of the hate one,
i have nothing else to say,
but i really need to know just what make HIM hate me so much....
i really miss the "so call" past HE treated me like,
even if HE will never fall for me,
i am willing to wait,
even if there is no chance at all...

waited 6 months...

8:41 PM

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