Sunday, March 18, 2007
ytd desmond, zheng yuan called...
they ask me pei them out again...
cause tristan goin...
i was so touch lor, they noe i always wanted to go out with tristan,
den they call me along...
and the chat was like:
them: wanna go out wit us not?
them: tristan goin!!
me: i dun wan go la...
them: why i thought u always wanted to go out with him..
me: i dun wish to see him la...
bye la
and i kap the phone liao..
(sorry if i was rude at that time, cause i could no longer hold my tears le)
even if i always wanna go out with him but hor i jus dun dare to face him...
i scared i c him i will make a fool of myself...
den some more so mani ppl have been tellin me tt he will nt accept me de and oso call me to give up...
i oso wish i could!!!
but it is hard ok and when ever i try i jus felt like cryin...
anw jus wanna thankx them for callin me along when even they go out with him...
XD...
zhengyuan called again, during lunch time when tristan when home (i think so),
zheng yuan: des ask u wanna come out not..
me : i dun wanna c des la...
when say tt part tt time desmond listen lor..
was so paiseh lor...
(was kind of out of mood that time)
sorry for tt again..
:X
and for today,
is so sian,
have tuition till 6,
den was makin hearts out of straw again...
des called again...
and ask me out...
but i nv go cause dun feel like it
and oso goin eat east coast japanese food
XD
haish...
how i wish no one will tell me to give him up,
i jus one him to tell me himself,
tt all...
for the begainning i thought the hurt was gone,
but in no time at all,
all the hurt and pain jus came back...
i have enough hurt from him,
but yet in no time at all YOU jus give me the same old ting over again.
how i wish i could sleep and nv wake up...
6:50 PM
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