Saturday, February 03, 2007

jus now i was very sad
cause i think he treat mii cold
dunno is i think too much or wad
haish
i could nt help myself from thinkin of him
den i cry
lata my bro brought his friend home
i was shock lor
his friend is edmund
edmund at my house very funni lor
keep on make me laugh
den lata eat pizza tt time
edmund and his friend keep on fight for it
very funni lor
den play with toys
they make till very bian tai lor
gt suck cock de lor
bt hor he realli cheer me up
haha
tis the the first time i been so happy
ever since i break with yaofeng
my days have nv been so happy
bt today i feel so happy again
haha
thx edmund for makin me so happy once again
i jus wish tt i could be tis happy everyday
but i noe tis will be the first and last time
i wil nt be happy again after today
cause i jus noe
i will nv be his gal
i will nv be with the person i love
i suck jus too much
i always brought hurt to everyone around me
even the person who is close to me
if i have nt done all those thing
he will nt leave me all alone and go with another gal
i thought i have totally forget him
bt when ever i go to the places i when with him once
i feel like cryin
i realli dun wish to tink of the past le
i dun wish to be hurt by the past again
i realli like tristan
but for some reason somethink keep makin me tink of the past i have with yaofeng
i realli wish i could forget everyting
and jus love tristan
haish
i tink single is the best for me...
ii jus have to like tristan with full heart
dun wish to be with him as i dun wish to get hurt like wad yaofeng did to me
i m realli scared to go hospital again cause i cut my vain over him
i m scared i will go mad again when the one i love left me
i jus hope he can be with someone who treat him very gd and realli care for him
and tt person is jiaen
tt all for now le
dun wish to tok about it le as it make me wanna cry

I am Lynette!