Wednesday, January 31, 2007

I am Lynette!

today write some ting at 851 house downstair de table de but kana erase by ppl le
chee by lor
i draw it with full heart de lor
den ppl go erase
wa lao den after school jocelyn me and pui man go to fairprice
see the cost of the tings we wanna buy to make for the person we love
my total cost abt 30 plus lor
nvm
i will work hard to get tt amount before valentine day de
wa lao
valentine day i make ting for him lor
hope he like it lor
haish
jus now call tristan he very funni lor
i ask him he gt eat cheese de ma he say
cannt cause gt wad ting
bt is bluff me de lor
den jocelyn and pui man crazy liao keep on laugh
den i listen them laugh i oso laugh liao
so funni lor
den lata go back gate the playground there play
i nv play cause i dunno y very sad lor
den lata at the playground me and jocelyn write something there
gt our aiai name
den lata when i at my house the 11 floor i draw the same pic i draw on the table
which was bein erase
haha
so happy
pui man and jocelyn
givin me valentine day present
haha
bt hope tt i will get the answer
from him which i was waitin for
and tt would be the happiest valentine day present i have
hope he will tell me lor
haha
tt all for now le
i go see tv le
buaiis

I am Lynette!

Tuesday, January 30, 2007

today tristan tell me tt he is feelin better
den i very happy de lor
den after school i meet him
to pass him some thing
and hor tt is chocolate
lata about 2 plus he at the stair there
i wan give him the chocolate de lor
he go give his friend yan den walk away le
wa lao
so cold to me lor
den i call song eng to pass the chocolate to him
but for a while i cry le
cause he so cold to me den oso very happy to see him ma
i keep on laugh and cry laugh and cry
den royston call me nt to cry le
den song eng come tell me tt tristan say thank you
den i stop cryin and laugh le
den lata we go upstair see the "borin" smoke
super funni
den tristan come and say thx to me le
haha
i wan so happy at tt time
haha
den hor see them smoke tt time i oso wanna smoke lor
but hor i nv
cause i wanna wei le him dun smoke
i dun wan be a ar lian
so i decide to quit le
den oso last time i promise yaofeng tt i will nt start smokin de lor
bt i did so i oso 1 percent wei le yaofeng quit la
haha
hope yaofeng oso nv break my promise lor
haish
tt all le dun wish to tink back into the hurtfull past

I am Lynette!

Monday, January 29, 2007

today tristan sms me ask me i ok ma...
funni de lor...
i oso nothing wrong
he ask me tt for wad sia
haha
den should be i ask him he ok ma lor
he tell me he feelin better le
den tml he nv go sch cause of the MC
den today very funni lor we(jocelyn, pui man and me) go shoppin with song eng..
i think he is very bored lor
cause we keep on go see clothes and gal stuff
haha
den lata i keep on tok to song eng lor
wa lao jocelyn and pui man walk in front den i walk behind with him so sian den i keep on tok to him
at first we go to toy r us cause i wan go c the "tutu" how much
lol
i wan buy for myself de
lol
but hor wa lao 10.50 for 2 lor i nt enough after buyin a box of chocolate
den nv buy le next time den come buy
den we go book shop buy book
bt nv find any so we go lor
song eng go where also c his friend de lor
den lastly we go to the "xiaobei" c pui man and jocelyn eat...
pui man me and jocelyn keep on stand at the window there see them cook the food den
songeng say tt we look at it as in we nv see b4 like tt...
den in the end he oso go c lor
lol
at xiaobei i help pui man buy mushroom she say she one little bit of the chilli but hor i tell the jie jie tt i one chilli
wa lao when u c pui man eat hor u can c tt she almost wan to cry out lor
cause she say very hot...
den lata we all c songeng very sian den we go home le...
very ps lor
like keep on ps him behind
wa lao he oso say tt pei we all go out is more sian den goin out with tristan
haha
tt all for now le
have a great day today
and oso hope tt jia en will stay strong no matter wat she over come

I am Lynette!

Sunday, January 28, 2007

haish
jus now song eng tell me tt tristan is sick...
haish
dunno izzit real de ma
hope he nt sick lor
haish
hope he is ok
haish
hope i m the one who is sick nt him...
hope he faster ok lor
haish
poor him lor
ytd ton den now sick
sobsob
den at msn very funni lor
jocelyn jealous
haha
haish
why all of a sudden he sick sia
i tink tml he nv go sch le
haish
cannt c him again le
sian la
i miss him sia
there is lots of things i would like to tell him bt i scared tt he will tell ppl
haish
tt all le
hope he is ok
hope songeng nv bluff me
haish

I am Lynette!

ytd ivan tell me tt i no hope le
so sad lor
i keep on cry
den lata i call yaofeng
den talk to him tt time worst lor
i cry more
den he tell me nt to cry le den ask me to relax
he become nice le lor
haish
if tristan realli wanna reject me den i have nothing to say le
den i think i should let him reject me and nt to fan him le
cause i noe i nt a good stead at all
cause when i stead with yaofeng tt time i treat him like shit bt nt nice at all
all i done for him is onli hurt and also make him angry
haish
i wan realli very bad to him in the past
i realli regreted wad i done to him lor
haish
how i miss the days i have wid him...
bt life must go on no matter wad
i have alreadi forget him le and move on le
haish
now i like tristan
bt jiaen oso like
so i dunno wan to continue like him ma
cause i realli dun wish to hurt her
haish
wad should i do
i dun wish to get hurt and oso at the same time i dun wish to hurt others
haish
why god like tt treat me de
haish
i realli wanna noe the answer from tristan lor
haish
i jus hope all this is jus a dream...
i think i realli think too much le la
haish
ytd saw tristan 3 times den lata at nite wei le him cry
haish
dun tok abt him le
wanna cry le
buaiis

I am Lynette!

Saturday, January 27, 2007

today the course is fun de lor
haha
saw him there too
very happy
cannt keep my eyes off him
haha
den today play balloon
haha
my favourite thing lor
wa hahaha...
very fun
den go to toilet take photo haha
after tt me and pui man go mac saw him again lor
i keep on bluff bluff go to the casher there so i can see him
haha
den lata when we go home tt time
we dunno wad bus to take den i call song eng
he call us to walk home..
walao so bad lor him...
bt at least my didi good he tell us where to take bus
den lata at tampines interchange
me and pui man say bb le
she go euno look for her mother den i go tm look for my mother
den hor i saw him again at tm lor
soo happy today lor
saw him 3 times on the same day
wahahaha
i nv been so happy before in my life
den mummy and me go to tm and cs buy new year clothes
all red red de nt nice lor
den i decided to buy chocolate
my mummy say "call u come out to buy clothes you onli buy one clothes and the rest on chocolate"
haha...
cannt do without chocolate lor
tt all for now le
buaiis

I am Lynette!

wa lao!!!
very du lan la...
everytime afternoon sleep songeng will wake me up de lor...
den always at 3 plus
make me cannot sleep le
sad lor
i sms him he nv reply de
haish
den i scared i call him tt time he angry
haish
haish
sobsob
today gt the course lor
so sian
hope can see him there
haha
wa lao..
jus go for a course i nid to make up till so much
like go weddin lor
lol
haish
weekend again
cannt c him again
haish
why like tt de
nt good lor
hope everyday sch
so can see him
haha

I am Lynette!

Friday, January 26, 2007

ytd nite at 10.30 tristan call me...
wa lao when i was abt to answer his call he hang up le...
den i oso lazy to call him back lor...
den today i ask him y he call me
he say nothing...
wa lao
ytd should faster answer lor
tml from 2 to 4pm will be very sian de lor
gt a course lor..
haish...
ytd and today nv go to 839 as i very tired
bt over there very fun de lor
alson they all very funni
haha
i tink i like to go there le
haish
hope tt pui man and jocelyn dun mind me bein wit meijuan
cause when i with mei juan
i like nv pei jocelyn and pui man
i felt as in i very bad lor
like keep on ps them behind
hope they forgive me lor
haish
i miss the days when i go out with jocelyn and pui man lor
hope there is a day we can go out again

I am Lynette!

Thursday, January 25, 2007

haish...
today very sian lor
nothing to do
see the white board den the white broad see me
so sian till i keep on day dream lor
den oso very tired
i after sch wanna go home slp de bt alson force me go 839 slack wit him
so sleepy lor
den abt 4 plus finally i can go home le
slp till very nice den song eng call me
he very wad lor
wake me up from my beauty slp but onli ask one question
which is wad is pm number
lol
wa lao
because of him i cannot slp le lor
haish
the worst is
my throat pain a lot lor
haish
bt hor today oso lucky la
tok to him on pone 3 to 4 time...
haha...
tt all liao
buaiis

I am Lynette!

Thursday, January 11, 2007

i have another papa le...
he is my piggy pa....
he always sleep de lor
realli like pig...
he always bully me joanne and jocelyn de lor
but hor he is a gd person
as today i very sad he try to cheer me up..
haish
today is 11012007 lor..
i stead with my ex on 11012006
break on 11122006
haish
miss him lots lor
i keep on because of him wanna cry lor
haish
den not only tt lor
the person i love nv come lor
ytd i call ppl tell him i like him den today he nv come school
haish
it is a bad day for me lor
den not onli tt lor
jocelyn say me a little i just walk away lor
i oso dunno y lor
like no mood like tt
den lata xiaobenn call me go down to meet him
i go meet him as he told me he got tai ji
but they bluff me lor
they noe tt it is me and my ex anniversary
den he keep on say lor
den over there i cry
haish
i realli cannot let him out of my mind
althought i like someone else le
but den i still cannot forget him lor
i realli wish to like someone den forget him lor
but i cannot lor
i realli miss the days i have with him lor
haish
but hor i must try to let him go as i realli dun wish to hurt him and myself le
haish
i realli wish i could let him go
could someone pls help me to give the past up
i realli dun wish to like my ex stead le but just tristan
but i realli cannot lor
after the 12 month relationship i realli like him a lot lor
i cannot forget the days i have with him lor
it realli hurt me lor
but for wad i noe he will not return de
haish
i wanna forget him but there is still lots of feelings i have for him which could not be gone
haish
tt all for now
i dun wish to continue le
as i realli wanna cry le
someone pls help me

I am Lynette!